Please just go

My body and mind screaming for release......for peace
Toxic words shoot as lethal pellets
Each one piercing my soul

And yet I'm still alive

Why....how.....
What keeps this wounded heart beating day in, day out
What's the point? a desperate soul emplores

What is the point?
Electrical overload, brain tripping as it frantically searches for answers
Computer says no
Hell we're all in trouble now

Pieces of me falling on hard surfaces
Crystal shards shatter
And yet this heart continues to beat

Eyes close and I'm safe
If I can't see them surely they can't see me
I'm being shaken......they can see me
There is no escape
Seen or not seen the dark clouds accumulate
......rain is inevitable.....peace must wait